well the answer is.

i had to go to the bathroom at like 4ish this morning. and i couldn’t go back to sleep. i had heartburn and just couldn’t go back to sleep.

it is lame.

because as chris called me last night: ‘home schooled spoiled and have to wake up at 6′

haha.

gotta love him. he is a great friend. all of my friends are. i can’t believe i have a lot of friends graduating this year. and me next year. i am starting to realize that i am growing up and that i have a ton of responsibilities. and honestly, it is scaring me quite a bit. with the economy the way it is, and gas prices.  it is really scary. i have to take care of myself in a little more than a year. and already i have to pay for a lot of things i do. and i can’t find a job. no one wants to hire a teenager who volunteers and is actively involved with church. that seems to be the case with anywhere i apply. they ask for availability and tell them that during the summer it is difficult for me to be available every day. because various volunteer organizations, like therapeutic riding and walk1mile and all the different churches i go to and do work with them. honestly i can work every day, but at different times everyday and apparently that ticks off employers.

grr.

it is lame. but i know that God will provide.

ps: parental control is kind of obnoxious. hah.

since my last post.

tammie would be ashamed. since she posts nearly everyday. but then again people read her blog.

=]

well.

a lot and not a lot has happened in the last month.

um. i have been hanging out with tyler, lizzi, and david a lot. nearly every week we are all staying at lizzi’s. but her mom had surgery two weeks ago and we haven’t stayed there in two weeks. well people are staying with me this weekend. idk who all yet, but lizzi is definitely one of them since my parentals don’t allow me to have boys spend the night. but i could possible still see boys since they won’t be here. so it is ok. that is what a car is for. >.<

i need to do laundry, bleh, and clean my basement room and then the office and make the switch. a;dlkj. that isn’t going to be fun.

i hate packing/cleaning/moving.

oh well.

i might hang out with tyler tonight for a little bit.

oh. and exciting news…sunday is the first youth meeting at lizzi’s church. i am excited, i need to come up with some ideas for shirts, names and things to do. i really want to go to DC and i think everyone else does too. but they want to go and see stuff. i want to go see stuff and to see my friend gavin who lives there. he is amazing and i can’t wait to meet him. i think it will be fun.

=]

i am getting back into making friendship bracelets. i am doing a fun designyish one. haah.

idk how it will turn out but if it turns out nice i am giving it to chris.

so yea.

i am going to leave ya’ll now. ya’ll being tammie the only one who ever reads my blog.

haha.