grr.

my mouth is in pain. i cut open my gum in the back of my mouth and every time i eat it burns and when i open my mouth to talk it stretches it.

my cat is sleeping at the foot of my bed and she is really cute. >.<

and i am burning patchouli incense that david bought me.

sweeny todd wasn’t as good as i thought it would be, but it was good.

johnny depp is an amazing singer, i didn’t think he could do that.

haha.

leaving in an hourish to get lizzi from school and hanging out with her until cheryl and love pick us up to go sing for choir practice at her church.

bleh.

wet hair, i don’t feel like doing anything to it, and i don’t feel like putting on makeup either.

i will probably just change my shirt and then put on a hoodie and what not.

oh well.

love and God bless.

i am not cool enough to have a job right now.

or be at passion.

and tammie is cool enough to be at passion twice and have a cool newspaper job.

tammie: have a great passion encore!

good fortune is around you.

that is what my fortune cookie said last night. my mom opened it and ate the cookie. so if you believe the whole Chinese rules for fortune cookies, it won’t come true. but if you view it as a sign from God, then i believe it. because i just got fired from my job at karns. and i am worried about not finding a new one. gas prices are horrible, and i need money. i need $200 by the end of this month for my mission trip. i am struggling with a lot of drama with my friends. my parents are my parents and lame half the time and the other half the time i don’t see them.  believe it or not, there is some good in my life. with a few dwindling friendships, i am gaining and strengthening a lot more. my relationship with God is what i am trying to work out and make the strongest, but it is also the one i having the most trouble with, because it is so hard for me to put all of my trust and give up all of my control.  in the material world, i got a new phone. i got a chocolate, which i love. i love the sliding and touch screen part. but i know that material happiness doesn’t last for ever and i won’t remember it twenty years from now, but the friendships and relationships i am building have the potential to last for the rest of my life.

i need to buckle down on my school work, i am so far behind and i really want to go back to school next year and i need to be done by june so that i can register and get good classes for Carlisle.

now i am going to go heat up some Chinese food or eat some cereal and then hopefully work on school work and make some good progress. and later tonight, go to Thomas’ lacross game and Brad =]’s volleyball game.

i love my jock friends.

i haven’t posted in a looooong time.

partially because i forgot my password.

well. um. many things.

retreat was amazing.

leeland and casting crowns were amazing as well.

that weekend was just wonderful.

and for clarification:

i love brad =] i don’t hate him.

haha.